"I mean, when it gets really bad, he kinda. Shuts me off for a while. So he's not.... actively trying to make me suffer. I think?" He tugs nervously at the end of his sleeve. "I think he just wants me to decide it sucks to have, like. Actual emotions. When everyone else gets to be like Sparrow. 'cause if I agree with him for real and not because I was blackmailed, he'll have been right all along."