[ He doesn't respond for a moment, because he is busy feeling emotions. You'd think he'd be used to all the You're my friend. You matter to me. I want to help. shit by now, but if anything, it just hits harder as time goes on. ]
its not *conspicuous*
Ren is typing...
if were being like gross and sincere and shit im kind of glad you werent there? it seems like every motherfucker here got to poke around in my heart and watch me make an idiot of myseld *myself sometimes its hard to look them in the face you know? like its fucked up. that they were just in there. i asked them to be but it wasnt bc i wanted it, the alternative was just worse its good to have a friend where i dont have to look at them and think damn you really did see all that
[ That had better make Shrike feel better, because Ren did not have a good time typing it. ]
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its not *conspicuous*
Ren is typing...
if were being like gross and sincere and shit im kind of glad you werent there?
it seems like every motherfucker here got to poke around in my heart
and watch me make an idiot of myseld
*myself
sometimes its hard to look them in the face you know? like its fucked up. that they were just in there. i asked them to be but it wasnt bc i wanted it, the alternative was just worse
its good to have a friend where i dont have to look at them and think damn you really did see all that
[ That had better make Shrike feel better, because Ren did not have a good time typing it. ]