[Ah, the memory is rather fresh, even if it's been years.]
I reached a point where my friends clearly supported and wanted the best for me, but I was still hesitant to fully accept that they cared. Rationally, I knew that they did, yet my heart only solidified the walls around itself. I knew I had to accept my Shadow, yet I found myself too terrified to just own up to it.
So naturally, I forced myself into a life or death situation that would force myself to accept it once and for all, by thrusting myself into my own TV world dungeon with a note telling them to come find me and prove they give a damn.
[His head tips down, and he covers his face beneath his palm.]
Yes, I am aware of how stupid that sounds. In my defense, I was twelve.
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[Ah, the memory is rather fresh, even if it's been years.]
I reached a point where my friends clearly supported and wanted the best for me, but I was still hesitant to fully accept that they cared. Rationally, I knew that they did, yet my heart only solidified the walls around itself. I knew I had to accept my Shadow, yet I found myself too terrified to just own up to it.
So naturally, I forced myself into a life or death situation that would force myself to accept it once and for all, by thrusting myself into my own TV world dungeon with a note telling them to come find me and prove they give a damn.
[His head tips down, and he covers his face beneath his palm.]
Yes, I am aware of how stupid that sounds. In my defense, I was twelve.