willowandoak: (07)
ren amamiya (au) ([personal profile] willowandoak) wrote in [community profile] personavelvetroomdr 2023-09-24 12:17 am (UTC)

cw sexual slavery mention, vague suicidality

[ Ren listens with a distant look in his eye. It forced me to change - and what's the point of sending someone back to life if they're just going to repeat the same mistakes? Mistakes like killing a lot of people, probably. So would he just go back, tell Shido to fuck off because he'd changed or whatever, and then die again? Or get sent to a lab, maybe. Or the noose, or a prison cell when they weren't using him as an attack dog, or a windowless room for carbon copies of Murota to file in and out of day after day.

He keeps fucking thinking about that situation, that inevitability. At that rate, maybe it would be better to just be dead.

Anyway. Whatever happens, he's not going to be selected as likely to do something worthwhile with a second chance, so this conversation at least is hypothetical. ]


It's a game? Isn't that kind of... fucked up?

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