If he can't escape this timeline by shooting himself then what next? He's going to stay here indefinitely with other broken versions of himself or god knows what other Goro Akechi he will run into that will make him feel ill for the one person he wanted to return to. It wasn't fair. None of this was fair to him. "Stop," he shakes his head at the affirmation of his own name- still feeling the burn of his own wound on his forehead.
Don't use that voice for me.
The air grows heavy as he falls to his side, wrapping his arms around his chest as his legs curl up as he strings his limbs together to become a ball. He quivers pathetically under the innocent gaze of Sparrow's- fingers twitching against his arms as tears gush through his eyes. He couldn't believe it- he thought he had given up on such frivolous emotions ages ago. "Why can't it happen...?"
"What am I supposed to do...then-?" his voice breaks as he tries his best to hold his own tears, "I- promised him in that timeline that I will come back for him. I don't- I don't want to give up on him." His head feels like its spinning, growing heavier by the second. "How can I deserve to be safe...?" his voice grows thin.
"Trickster, now is not the time for you to mourn," Igor says with the same grin on his face. "We are all here for a new beginning, no?"
"SHUT UP-!" he yells as his eyes widen, screaming out loud as his eyes suddenly widen as he unfurls and hysterically gets up from the ground. His one hand suddenly hits the table with a BANG! before his other swerves into a circle- his dark eyes pooled with tears and anguish as papers fly around him like they are caught up in a storm. "I NEED TO GO BACK-!!"
He quickly goes over the table and throws one leg over, attempting to climb it as his hands lurch forward, trying to reach for the man sitting unflinchingly at his own chair.
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If he can't escape this timeline by shooting himself then what next? He's going to stay here indefinitely with other broken versions of himself or god knows what other Goro Akechi he will run into that will make him feel ill for the one person he wanted to return to. It wasn't fair. None of this was fair to him. "Stop," he shakes his head at the affirmation of his own name- still feeling the burn of his own wound on his forehead.
Don't use that voice for me.
The air grows heavy as he falls to his side, wrapping his arms around his chest as his legs curl up as he strings his limbs together to become a ball. He quivers pathetically under the innocent gaze of Sparrow's- fingers twitching against his arms as tears gush through his eyes. He couldn't believe it- he thought he had given up on such frivolous emotions ages ago. "Why can't it happen...?"
"What am I supposed to do...then-?" his voice breaks as he tries his best to hold his own tears, "I- promised him in that timeline that I will come back for him. I don't- I don't want to give up on him." His head feels like its spinning, growing heavier by the second. "How can I deserve to be safe...?" his voice grows thin.
"Trickster, now is not the time for you to mourn," Igor says with the same grin on his face. "We are all here for a new beginning, no?"
"SHUT UP-!" he yells as his eyes widen, screaming out loud as his eyes suddenly widen as he unfurls and hysterically gets up from the ground. His one hand suddenly hits the table with a BANG! before his other swerves into a circle- his dark eyes pooled with tears and anguish as papers fly around him like they are caught up in a storm. "I NEED TO GO BACK-!!"
He quickly goes over the table and throws one leg over, attempting to climb it as his hands lurch forward, trying to reach for the man sitting unflinchingly at his own chair.