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Akira-senpai and I talked about that much right before I got here. I said that if they hadn't helped me when they did, I probably would have run off to Odaiba to sulk by the stadium because I was told 'for the first time in my life' that I was failing at something, and he said that particular Palace is there, and... while there was no guarantee I would've stumbled into it, he could see it being possible.

I hate to think what might have happened if I'd gone in there not as myself. And I'm especially glad it won't end in me being traumatised all over again just to make a point. I may not know how to do this for myself yet, but I don't want to do that anymore.