"If I had, I wouldn't be standing here." No, he'd be back in his own world, and probably dead, a prospect which is increasingly not as awful as it once was. He'd take dying if it meant he could just go home. No contest.

"Are you looking for one? Have any leads yet?"

It's not lost on him that something is off about Ken, but something is off about him, too, right now. He has no room to judge.