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Goro Akechi [TWEWY AU] ([personal profile] paysforall) wrote in [community profile] personavelvetroomdr2023-09-14 06:06 pm

whisper that the past is gone eternally

It's the Shibuya Crossing. The big, famous one, with all the crowds and the traffic and the 109 building overlooking it all.

And that's the thing.

The 109 building.

Paying no mind to the sea of empty cognitions around him, a Goro Akechi stands in the center of the crosswalk, staring up at the number-faced building with a frown. If you were looking for any Goro Akechi in particular, however, this one almost transparently isn't him. Twenty-one years of age and dressed like the masculine line of a Victorian goth brand was thrown over his head like a bucket of cold water, this Akechi stares at one of the most familiar landmarks of Tokyo like it's a river in a desert and he hasn't quite decided if he wants to take a drink.

He's back.

(Or, at the very least, he's no longer where he was. Her Shibuya was a 109 as well. And there was that strange room...)

"If the Shibuya Game has gone down the shitter again," he says, seemingly addressing nobody, or possibly the phone he's pulled from his pocket to glare at, "I am going to go after the Composer myself."

He lifts his phone. (It's the same phone he's always had. The only thing that hasn't changed, for anyone with a keen enough eye for detail. There's a new vinyl sticker on the back, a stylized skull in red at an angle, but it's the same phone as ever.) Snaps a picture. No change in the photo. Closes that, opens a different app, snaps again. His frown intensifies.

(It is, by now, a good thing that the cognitions are just filler that will continue to idle in whatever routine they're running, because otherwise he would surely have been hit by a car, right? But the crowd continues to wander around him, heedlessly.)

Finally, he lowers his phone, sends the photo to someone on his contacts, and apparently gives up, shoving it back into his pocket. The cognitions resume the flow of normal traffic, clearing the crossing so that cars can pass through, as he goes over to Hachiko to lean up against the side of the statue.

"I didn't miss the not having any idea what's going on," he tells the dog, firmly firmly and with a hint of melancholy. "Oh, if only a real person would show up with the answers right about now. Why, I'd even consider buying them a coffee for the trouble."

Despite nominally being addressed to the bronze canine, the way he lifts the volume of his voice makes it clear that it's addressed to you, onlooker, whoever you are.

[[OOC: I don't actually care what format you use i just always write introspective-y starters in prose. tldr twewy au post-canon post-death akechi]
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
"It's like someone scooped out everything that made him him and filled in the cracks with the TV persona." Not even the Detective Prince, who's still a spiteful, inquisitive asshole (if covering it up with pleasantries). "He doesn't see any point in asking questions. He literally shrugs off unpleasant topics like no one said anything."

It'd be less fucking disturbing if someone hadn't turned the realest person Haru knows into someone Not Real. The other Goros make a certain amount of sense to her, even if she hasn't talked to Shujin Goro directly yet (just his prickly preteen self, and she is genuinely glad someone rescued him). The broken one... doesn't.
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
"I can't picture any version of you with no natural curiosity. Can you?" Or without the claws he needed to survive after his mother's death.

Besides, no world is as picture-perfect as the one he prattles on about.

"It might be. I'm not sure where to start if not the Metaverse, and I honestly don't know if he'd have any kind of cognitive distortion to work with."
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Even then, it would still be there, if suppressed. There and suppressed is different from seemingly not there at all.

"It can't hurt to try. I don't know for certain that he isn't really just... like that, for all I can't make the possibility make sense in my head. That would at least confirm whether it's genuine or forced on him."

And then hopefully he doesn't choose to just. Stay broken.