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Goro Akechi [TWEWY AU] ([personal profile] paysforall) wrote in [community profile] personavelvetroomdr2023-09-14 06:06 pm

whisper that the past is gone eternally

It's the Shibuya Crossing. The big, famous one, with all the crowds and the traffic and the 109 building overlooking it all.

And that's the thing.

The 109 building.

Paying no mind to the sea of empty cognitions around him, a Goro Akechi stands in the center of the crosswalk, staring up at the number-faced building with a frown. If you were looking for any Goro Akechi in particular, however, this one almost transparently isn't him. Twenty-one years of age and dressed like the masculine line of a Victorian goth brand was thrown over his head like a bucket of cold water, this Akechi stares at one of the most familiar landmarks of Tokyo like it's a river in a desert and he hasn't quite decided if he wants to take a drink.

He's back.

(Or, at the very least, he's no longer where he was. Her Shibuya was a 109 as well. And there was that strange room...)

"If the Shibuya Game has gone down the shitter again," he says, seemingly addressing nobody, or possibly the phone he's pulled from his pocket to glare at, "I am going to go after the Composer myself."

He lifts his phone. (It's the same phone he's always had. The only thing that hasn't changed, for anyone with a keen enough eye for detail. There's a new vinyl sticker on the back, a stylized skull in red at an angle, but it's the same phone as ever.) Snaps a picture. No change in the photo. Closes that, opens a different app, snaps again. His frown intensifies.

(It is, by now, a good thing that the cognitions are just filler that will continue to idle in whatever routine they're running, because otherwise he would surely have been hit by a car, right? But the crowd continues to wander around him, heedlessly.)

Finally, he lowers his phone, sends the photo to someone on his contacts, and apparently gives up, shoving it back into his pocket. The cognitions resume the flow of normal traffic, clearing the crossing so that cars can pass through, as he goes over to Hachiko to lean up against the side of the statue.

"I didn't miss the not having any idea what's going on," he tells the dog, firmly firmly and with a hint of melancholy. "Oh, if only a real person would show up with the answers right about now. Why, I'd even consider buying them a coffee for the trouble."

Despite nominally being addressed to the bronze canine, the way he lifts the volume of his voice makes it clear that it's addressed to you, onlooker, whoever you are.

[[OOC: I don't actually care what format you use i just always write introspective-y starters in prose. tldr twewy au post-canon post-death akechi]
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
As she takes the offered seat, Haru can't help but snort. "What gave it away?"
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
"Fair enough. I suppose it does make telling us apart easier, unless this place ends up with as many of us as it has of you." Please no. That would be a tremendous headache and Haru is particularly ill-equipped for children and knows it.

(Maybe Noir would fare better. Her empathy hasn't been run through a shredder.)
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
She... has no idea what he's talking about. But before she can ask, the seniority comment distracts her, and Haru huffs out a sigh.

"We're disposable. It says what I've known for years."
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 06:43 am (UTC)(link)
Well, he's a Goro, even if he's not hers. The only one she wouldn't be fairly forthcoming with her secrets with right now is the broken one. (Okay, maybe also the literal child; he doesn't deserve that.)

"Apparently most everyone else has at least a few months' head start on me." So: still disposable, not yet disposed of, trying her best not to let that happen.

"My name is Haru. You can call me Rose if you need to differentiate me from the other one. My father is nearly as worthless as yours, so I'd prefer not to have his name anywhere near mine as much as possible. He threw me to the wolves for his own advancement, and I'm not planning to stand by and let my only friend throw himself away for revenge I'm not sure his half-baked plan will get him. Whenever I go home, Golden Week starts tomorrow. I can't say I've ever heard of a Reaper's Game."
Edited 2023-09-20 06:43 (UTC)
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 07:06 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't understand how she can still have such - complex emotions about him. We've agreed to disagree on the matter." Maybe, once upon a time, Haru would have had complex emotions about him herself. But then he threw her to the wolves and reneged on the one promise he made to her to get her to go along with it.

Her only complaint is that her father doesn't deserve the relative mercy of death (and certainly doesn't deserve to be remembered as a martyr to Shido's cause).

"But I suppose I can see where you'd be concerned about having to deal with that more than once, or with double the expected audience."
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 07:34 am (UTC)(link)
"I could have died, if the first time I was thrown into the Metaverse had gone even slightly differently. That alone made it clear just how willing he was to throw me away if he could gain something from it. And then, despite promising me he wouldn't arrange a marriage if I did that, he arranged a marriage. Whatever was good in him died with my mother."

The difference is that Noir, and other less fucked-up variations on the theme, still had hope that her dad was somewhere in there, and believed he was worth saving from himself. Haru can extend him no such charity.

"You have a partner?"
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:00 am (UTC)(link)
"I wasn't thinking romantically, no." Romance is not a place her mind goes easily. "But I imagine it's tricky at best to convince any version of you to willingly work with others, except possibly the broken one."

Is it rude to call him broken, probably. Does she care... well, he is still A Goro, so she cares enough not to say it to his face, or to have already tried to get inside his head. (Not that she's sure how she would without a cognitive distortion to work with, but she could damn well try.)

"I did, or I wouldn't have made it out of there." And then Haru smiles a little, the sort most people would mistake for demure and polite - but it's in response to that viciousness. "Father gambled with my life and lost, not that he knows it yet. But I think I'll have a good opportunity to give him what he deserves soon."

And her worthless fiance. As for help hiding bodies? She has that, just as her Goro has her help with his revenge (just... maybe not as he's currently planned it).
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:23 am (UTC)(link)
"It's like someone scooped out everything that made him him and filled in the cracks with the TV persona." Not even the Detective Prince, who's still a spiteful, inquisitive asshole (if covering it up with pleasantries). "He doesn't see any point in asking questions. He literally shrugs off unpleasant topics like no one said anything."

It'd be less fucking disturbing if someone hadn't turned the realest person Haru knows into someone Not Real. The other Goros make a certain amount of sense to her, even if she hasn't talked to Shujin Goro directly yet (just his prickly preteen self, and she is genuinely glad someone rescued him). The broken one... doesn't.
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
"I can't picture any version of you with no natural curiosity. Can you?" Or without the claws he needed to survive after his mother's death.

Besides, no world is as picture-perfect as the one he prattles on about.

"It might be. I'm not sure where to start if not the Metaverse, and I honestly don't know if he'd have any kind of cognitive distortion to work with."
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[personal profile] rosemaudite 2023-09-20 08:53 am (UTC)(link)
Even then, it would still be there, if suppressed. There and suppressed is different from seemingly not there at all.

"It can't hurt to try. I don't know for certain that he isn't really just... like that, for all I can't make the possibility make sense in my head. That would at least confirm whether it's genuine or forced on him."

And then hopefully he doesn't choose to just. Stay broken.