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Hamuko Arisato ([personal profile] wipingallout) wrote in [community profile] personavelvetroomdr2025-01-30 04:41 pm

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... ... ... ... ?

What is...?

I shouldn't... be awake...



[In the Velvet Room...]

[It's courteous of whatever's going on with Igor's plan here that Hamuko is dressed. She probably shouldn't even have a body... whatever she has going on now... did her body fall comatose without her? Did it die? If it was alive, she surely should be much older. ... ... ... Maybe that all doesn't really matter, right now. She's here, gifted a chance to be around others again. The pinboard catches her attention first, of course. Signs of other people... so many little notes, talking about multiple versions of the same person running around. That's... that's charming... that's fun. ...Even if the notes about Ken Amadas make her sad...]

Hmm... I don't see any other 'me' off the bat...

[She'll take a few minutes once given a pen and some pink paper to doodle a little version of herself, signed with her name and phone number, and add it to the corner of the pinboard.]


[Inaba, Central Shopping District]

[What a fun little town! A charming place... hey, isn't this the town she went to for the volleyball camp? She loved the accommodations, but it's so nice to actually wander the streets and see the little shops. This place is SO rural, Hamuko had never really visited a place this remote, even when jumping between foster homes.] Let's see... what's the good spot for the locals? [No point being a complete tourist shmuck!!]


[Shibuya, Underground Mall]

[Well, since nothing costs anything here... might as well get some cute new clothes, right? Who knows how long she'll be around here, and 'dreaming up' new outfits didn't seem to be a thing. No lucid dreaming here - somehow, Hamuko felt a lot happier with that in mind. Still... the fashion is so different!!]

I just want one cute orange top...!! Is orange out of style? Dang it...


[Iwatodai Dorms]

[Of all of the places she's been having fun goofing off and exploring in, the dorms... she couldn't quite get the courage to open the front. Not just yet.]


Not even Koromaru is out front right now. ...I've gotta apologize...
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-06 02:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Maruki heaved a small groan as he reached up, clasping Hamuko’s offered hand. She was surprisingly sturdy, helping him to his feet with ease. "Thank you, again."

Brushing himself off, he sighed, shaking his head. "I swear, everyone here is in ridiculously good shape. It’s honestly a little...unfair-" He cuts himself off as he pressed a hand against his lower back, wincing slightly.

His gaze flicked to her, still in disbelief at how casually she was taking all of this. She was already assessing their surroundings like getting sucked into a television was just another Tuesday.

Maruki exhaled sharply, running a hand through his hair. "You’re— that was—" He paused, searching for the right word. "Intense. No, actually—insane. You cannonballed into another dimension!" he shook his head as he looks around. "Let's just hope we don't get stuck in this labyrinth." Is that where his clipboard is-? Everything is so foggy-

Oh right.

He looks at the glasses resting on the 'v' of his hoodie, finding the simple pair tucked in as he pulls off his previous rather quirky eye accessory and exchanges them.

The red frame finds itself sitting on the bridge of his nose.
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-06 04:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Maruki blinked. Once. Twice.

And then, slowly, he turned to look at her, still processing what she had just so casually thrown out into the world like it was nothing.

He gawked, lips parting as if he wanted to say something, but nothing came out. His brain scrambled for context—was she joking? Did she mean this metaphorically?— "Wha-?" he barely managed to ask. "You are joking, right?"
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-08 02:55 am (UTC)(link)
Maruki’s brain worked overtime, connecting dots he hadn’t even considered needing to connect today.

Nyx. The moon. The phases affecting how stable something like Tartarus was.

That… wasn’t a ridiculous claim, actually.

He exhaled through his nose, flipping his clipboard open and scribbling down a few notes. His handwriting was quick but precise—he was used to jotting things down in the middle of wild cognition-based conversations.

Ken Amada’s post… Him and the corrupted version of him drew power from the moon. No, from Nyx? If her presence affected cognitive structures like Tartarus, does that imply a direct influence over how space and reality stabilize within these altered states? Alien cognition? A force that overwrites will?

He paused, tapping the pen against the paper, before murmuring half to himself, half in thought, "Tartarus’ existence being so concrete and centralized… had to do with Nyx itself?" His brows furrowed slightly as he kept writing. "An external will, looming over the world, capable of imposing itself on others. A cognition so powerful it could either erase the will to live—or manifest the will to die."

Which… well. That certainly aligned with what he *did* know about Nyx. And that was still deeply unsettling to process.

He clicked the pen against the clipboard, shutting it with a sigh before giving Hamuko a long, assessing look.

"You do realize that this is still deeply concerning, right?" he asked, deadpan. "I mean, I am genuinely considering an impromptu counseling session after this. I have snacks. I don't even charge any money so honestly? You should take me up on that."

That was only half a joke. If she had actually thrown herself into all of that (which again wasn't surpising), then she probably had way more to unpack than she let on.

Still, now wasn’t the time to dwell too long on existential horror.

He straightened up, adjusting his glasses before glancing around at the different portals scattered around them. "For now, though, we should probably focus on what’s in front of us. These seem to be leading somewhere, and I’d rather not stay standing in the middle of all this fog for too long to the point that I might start missing my actual glasses."
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-08 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Maruki’s steps faltered for just a second.

Did she… see a friend in him?

He glanced away, something in his expression flickering between surprise and something far more forlorn. He wasn’t sure how to respond to that—wasn’t sure he could respond to that.

Friendship had always been a complicated, fraying thread in his life.

His old college friends—pushed away by his own hands, lost in the singular pursuit of his research.

And Akira-kun. From his world.

The one who had been his guiding light, who had helped him see beyond what was in front of him. Who had, in some small way, acted as the very lenses now resting on his nose—dusting off the fog, letting him see what he never could have before.

He had been Maruki’s friend.

And now? Every Akira—or Ren—he had encountered in this place had made their feelings perfectly, painfully clear.

Hatred. Disgust. Bitterness.

He had never asked.

And especially after the tapes? He hadn't needed to ask.

A middle-aged weirdo like him? No, that wasn’t a good friend for someone like her. Someone so sharp, so attuned to the world around her.

But in the end, he said nothing about it.

He kept walking, kept his gaze ahead, and instead, after a long silence, muttered, "These ideas of people… they have their own idea of life, too. Even if it’s a pretense. It’s still a life."

A certain, gnawing thought tugged at the edges of his mind. Rumi.

The one he hadn’t reached out to after the whole debacle during the Christmas Party. The one he couldn’t bring himself to find again.

But now wasn’t the time for that.

At Hamuko’s question, he stayed quiet for a little too long. Then, suddenly blinking, he offered her a sheepish grin. "Ah, my apologies! I was just admiring the… interesting studio. Certainly fits the theme." He made a sweeping gesture at their unsettling surroundings, voice dripping with obvious sarcasm.

Still, she had a point. If they were going to move forward, they needed direction.

Maruki exhaled, closing his eyes briefly as he tapped into his ability, reaching outward—trying to feel something beyond the immediate fog.

And there it was.
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-08 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Each of these places had a presence. An imprint. They carried the weight of someone’s internal reality—twisted, exaggerated, yet undeniably theirs.

Except…

The Hollow Forest.

His head throbbed, sharp and sudden, like a half-remembered nightmare clawing at the edges of his mind.

Something about that place—he could feel negativity in all the others, but this was different. It was like an endless spiral of isolation, a hollowed-out existence where something—someone—had erased themselves entirely.

He remembered clutching Rumi's hand as they were weaving through the thick forest...back in Mikage-cho. He remembered the extent of that place, stretching beyond and finding himself being too small for a world like-


He inhaled sharply, pressing a hand to his temple before shaking it off, schooling his features into something neutral.

"Every person has an internal reality separate from their external one," he started, adjusting his grip on his clipboard. "And all these different… places, these ‘TV Worlds,’ as it were, they give me an inkling of that. They’re distorted reflections of what people feel and believe."

His fingers tightened slightly. "But I suppose...we could try the Forest…?" He trailed off into a question.

He wasn’t sure if he wanted to finish that thought.

Instead, he focused on her again, tilting his head slightly. "But, ah. You’re clearly the more experienced one here. If you have a preference on where to start, I’ll defer to you."
takutomaruki: (happy)

[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-09 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
Maruki blinked, straightening up almost immediately at Hamuko’s concern, his free hand lifting in a quick, almost instinctive placating gesture.

"Oh, no, no, I’m fine—really. It’s just migraines," he reassured her, waving it off with a light chuckle. "Wouldn’t be the first time, honestly. Probably all the all-nighters catching up with me."

That wasn’t even a lie. By a long shot.

Between researching cognitive science, deciphering the layers of the mind, and now learning about yet another inexplicable reality, his sleep schedule had long since stopped being a schedule at all.

Still, the way Hamuko was looking at him, that sharp, assessing gaze—she wasn’t the type to just accept a dismissive answer.

So, after a beat, he exhaled and added, "That said… I do have a little mental training exercise I use sometimes. Helps when I’m jittery. Or, well, exhausted—which, I take it, is what you think I am right now?" He gave her a small, knowing smile.

"Doesn’t always stop the headaches, but it helps me stay on my feet," he added, his tone casual but pointed. He was fine. And more than that, he wasn’t about to be the reason they had to turn back.

His gaze softened just a little, though. It had been a while since someone had actively worried about him like this. It reminded him of Morning.

Still, there were more pressing things to focus on.

With one last steadying breath, he nodded toward her. "Alright. If the Forest is where we’re heading, let’s go before I actually do start getting exhausted."
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-10 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
The white petals reminded Maruki of snowflakes, soft and fleeting, each one dissolving the moment they left his palm. Cognition was like that here. Ephemeral. Transient. It wasn’t real, and yet… it felt more real than anything else.

At Hamuko’s whispered realization—"...This is a grave."—Maruki faltered mid-step.

His throat tightened.

"Hamuko-san..."

The words slipped out, hesitant, slow, unformed. He didn’t know what to say next.

She was right. Everything about this place felt like a graveyard. The gentle snowfall of petals, the solemn haniwa statues standing in silent vigil… This place wasn’t just beautiful. It was heavy. A final resting place for something long since lost.

Maruki exhaled, trying to collect his thoughts.

“These dungeons… they seem to exist independently, just like the others,” he murmured, his voice careful, measured. “Whatever distortion created this place… The source might have healed. Or maybe…” He hesitated. “Maybe they passed on. We can't be sure when every location in this place still has their relevant cognitive events attached to them.”

Like Tartarus, still standing after the Fall. Like the Mirror World of Mikage-cho, persisting in the absence of its creator.

He pulled out his notebook and jotted down a few quick observations, but the sheer weight of this place pressed against him. The atmosphere was different from the Palace-like distortions he’d seen before. It wasn’t screaming in agony or twisting itself in denial. Instead, it was quiet. Still.

Depressing.

He glanced up at Hamuko, his gaze thoughtful.

After a moment of deliberation, he asked—gently, carefully—“...Are you mourning?”
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-11 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
He just… watched.

Watched as Hamuko curled her fingers around the petals, pressing them to her chest like something sacred. Watched as she stood there, quiet but steadfast, offering him that small, heavyhearted smile.

And once again, he was reminded.

Of everything she must have gone through.

To throw herself at Death itself.

His fingers curled against the clipboard at his side, gripping it just a little too tightly.

This girl—no, this young woman—had undoubtedly seen more than her fair share of loss. And Maruki was almost completely certain now. She had either nearly died or… properly died.

He wouldn’t even be surprised if Igor had pulled her back from the brink.

Still, she smiled.

And she stood here now, grounded in the present.

Maruki exhaled, his hold on the clipboard loosening slightly. He wouldn’t push. He knew what it was like to have others pry too much. But he could at least reassure her.

“You are here,” he said softly, firmly. “And I’ll—” He stopped, then gave a small chuckle- offering a sincere smile. “Well. I’ll try to do my best to make sure we both come out of this unscathed. With some answers too."

Still.

If he knew she would react this strongly to a place like this, he shouldn't have suggested it. Sure, he didn't know the full context but that didn't mean it wasn't a mistake.
And now he can only wonder how much pain she must be in- having to recollect the tragedy of her own life through the lens of these manifested grounds.




As they stepped further into the Hollow Forest, Maruki let his clipboard rest at his side for a moment, just taking in the atmosphere.

The white petals, cascading like slow, patient snowfall, whispered something ancient and undecipherable.

For a brief, fleeting moment… Maruki almost felt like it was speaking to him.

He exhaled, shaking the feeling off as he pulled himself back to the present. This wasn’t the time to get too lost in thought.

“I do have a gun on me,” he admitted, lifting his free hand from the tucked in arsenal on the back. “So I should be able to help—”

He stopped.

Stared.

Because what he pulled out was not a proper gun.

It was a pathetic, tiny peashooter.
takutomaruki: (veryshocked)

[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-11 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Maruki blinked.

Squinted.

Turned it over in his hand, as if trying to comprehend what he was looking at.

Then, after a long, awkward pause, he slowly, painfully admitted—

"Wha-! My pistol it's-!"
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-11 09:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Maruki wilted.

Akin to a kicked puppy.

Hamuko’s laughter wasn’t mean-spirited—if anything, it was a welcome break from the oppressive weight of this place—but still, Maruki felt his face heat up in secondhand embarrassment. His apprehension was less about her reaction and more about the stupid tiny gun now residing in his hand.

"I swear, this is not—" He cut himself off, looking at the peashooter again with a thoroughly unimpressed expression before huffing, his blush deepening. "How did it not just fall into my pants and get lost in there?"

Hamuko’s laughter tapered into a chuckle, but her next words didn’t make things any better.

Maruki’s shoulders slumped further. "You're kidding..."

But then she mentioned Messiah.

Messiah.

Maruki’s brain froze for a second, just enough for his instincts to recognize that oh boy, that’s a whole can of worms. He filed that away for later. Right now, there was a more immediate crisis at hand.

No medicine.

His eyes widened, like he’d just been shot.

Instinctively, he started digging through his pockets.

Pants pockets—nothing.
Other pants pocket—nope, no wallet.
His back pockets—no sweets. No snacks. Nothing.

Except—

When he checked his hoodie’s front pocket, he finally pulled out something.

A single box of apple juice.

Maruki stared at it.

Paused.

Then, after a beat, he slowly held it up, trying—desperately—to reclaim some dignity.

"...I am. Well." A deep breath. A half smile twitching at the ends. "Good news, I guess?"
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-12 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
The only thing you take to the grave is yourself.

He hated hearing that. So much. Being so accustomed to death, holding its hand and walking down your path nonetheless- it isn't something not many people could cope with. Having to deal with a loss so grave that you will always walk around, losing that piece of yourself with that person, he knew all too well-

"Can’t fall apart like this," Maruki reminded himself silently. His fingers tightened around the apple juice before he exhaled and slipped it back into his pocket.

"I don’t like the implications of this ‘interesting challenge,’" he admitted with a tired sigh.

Maruki muttered before patting his hoodie pocket. "I have… oh, God, I hope I packed those cards. Hold on."

He dug through his hoodie with the determination of a man searching for a misplaced wallet. After a second, he pulled out two Persona Cards and held them up triumphantly. No one has told the doctor yet that you don't particularly lose access to Persona Cards but here we are. On one hand, the other still busy attending to his clipboard as he swipes over the cards with a flick of his thumb.

"So I have two of them- a Nekomata and a TekeTeke. One of them gave me a phone number as I had mentioned earlier and the other..." His smile softened. "Her story was a bit too depressing, so I lent her an ear. She appreciated it."

His fingers traced the surface of the cards thoughtfully. "Funny thing is, a lot of the Persona Users I’ve met here have never heard of this technique. Neither did I until Katsuya-san showed me around. I guess I’m bringing something new to the table."
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-12 02:03 am (UTC)(link)
Maruki blinked at Hamuko’s mention of Igor. "Oh, so that’s how fusion works for you? In my case, we just give the phone number to Igor, and he calls the Persona to summon them to the Velvet Room." He rubbed the back of his neck, sheepishly adding, "Though, I’ll admit… I’ve never tried fusing any of them. Just didn’t seem like the right time to ask, you know?"

At Hamuko’s follow-up comment about flirting, Maruki froze.

Maruki turned red almost instantly. "Wh-what?! I wasn’t…! I mean, I wasn’t trying to flirt! I just—she thought I was funny, I guess?" He could feel his face burning, the heat radiating all the way to his ears. He shifted awkwardly, one hand gripping the edge of his clipboard like it might keep him from melting into the earth.

For a moment, he wanted to sit there, thoroughly bemused, as his brain tried to process it all. "Oh my God… did I actually flirt with her?" He groaned quietly, resting his head in one hand. Considering the implications of the joke he had made.

"Katsuya-san really took the brunt of that whole negotiation, honestly but...actually wait-"

"That sounds a lot more fun?" he directly quoted her. "...you would’ve flirted with other Shadows if you’d had the chance?"
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[personal profile] takutomaruki 2025-02-12 10:44 am (UTC)(link)
Well he won't deny that it was much easier to simply speak to them- acknowledging that they were manifestations of people's beliefs- being reasonable with them was a good enough stance as any. "Being reasonable with them seems like the most humane approch alright." He rubbed the back of his neck. "I’m... not much of a fighter, honestly, so it worked in my favour."

A slow smile forms on his face at Hamuko's laughter. He appreciated it more than he realized.

He paused, the memory of negotiations with Demons resurfacing. “Though from what I understand, the Shadows in Mikage-cho and Sumaru City are often referred to as Demons. And Demons? They thrive on negotiations. But the more you alarm them, the quicker it turns into a fight which seems vastly different from my encounters in Shibuya's Mementos.” He furrowed his brow, thoughtfully tapping his clipboard with his pen. “There was a reason for that distinction, I think? I don’t remember it all too well.” The blush had started to fade as he made a quick note on his clipboard again.

Refer to Katsuya-san about the difference between Shadows and Demons (again?)


The blush that had flared earlier had mostly faded.

Until it didn’t.

When Hamuko rattled off the Personas she’d be willing to flirt with, Maruki felt a little heat creeping back up. He didn’t know the names Scathach or Vishnufirsthand- even after spearheading his way through all the levels of Mementos alone, but something about the mental image of flirtatious banter with mythological figures made his brain short-circuit for a second.
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